The Pink Pills Make Me the Happiest

Where It All Started

The other day, I was trying to set up a Yahoo email account for my youngest son, Caleb and stumbled upon my old 360 blog. Did anyone else have one of those? I didn’t even realize that Yahoo stored it, I assumed it was gone forever.

However, I discovered a post from October 20, 2007 and it was dedicated to my new relationship which, at that time, was only a month old.

I just have to gush for a moment because I have never been so happy with a man or treated so well. He is amazing and I am falling head over heels for him. The great thing is that he appears to feel the same way for me. Is it cliché to say that I feel like this is it? He is the one I have waited for. I know he and I are going to end up married. Wow, I can’t even believe I am saying that.

I have never been so connected to a man like this. Did I mention how amazing he is? I prayed long and hard for God to send him to me and now he is here. I have never been in love like this before. And he’s so not my “type” which makes it even better.

The very BEST part is that we havent slept together yet. So I know it’s not just about sex. We have been dating for close to 6 weeks now and seriously involved for 2 weeks. I know, I know, it’s quick. But again, so amazing. Am I repeating myself? Hell, if my girl, Brandi, can be engaged after a month, then I can jump in heart first.

I never thought I would meet a man whom I could see myself loving the way I loved my ex. Yet, here he is and I know that I will never, ever go back to my ex again. I want to love him in so many wonderful ways. He’s so damn loving and kind to me. He’s so damn funny and witty. He’s everything that I have ever wanted.

Fast forward to today, a little over three years later and things are better than I could have ever imagined. We have shared plenty of missteps, hard moments, a break up here and there but we have stuck it out. He takes care of me in ways that I never knew before. My past is full of men who maintained chaos in my life but that cycle has clearly been demolished now.

Yesterday, he asked me what I loved about him and the answer was simple.

“You changed my entire world.”


Comments on: "Where It All Started" (6)

  1. YEA! I like this one!

    It’s always fun to revisit old blogs 🙂

    Someday it will happen for me!

    (does he have any male siblings? haha!)

    • Crazy thing was that on Yahoo, there was over two years worth of my old blog. It included before I went to prison when I was in a destructive marriage to coming home and turning my life around. Some of it was painful to read! Funny thing though, I mentioned how I never thought I would find someone to love like I loved my ex. What I discovered though was that I was simply clueless as to what real love was all about. This man has literally loved me in ways that I never even knew were possible. My kids love him, my family loves him, it is all falling into place now. 🙂 And it WILL happen for you too.

  2. You should find some of the amazing posts from back then and repost them when you can’t think of something to write one day.

    And you make me want a special man, too!

  3. This is a sweet post. Reading what you wrote back then, you can tell you were head over heels. Its so heartwarming to hear that you are still have that kind of love for each other.

    It also gives me hope. I know at times I wondered if I could love a man as deeply as I loved my ex. I can see it does happen, and therefore will happen to me too.

  4. Kim McIntyre-Turner said:

    Margie, I don’t think anyone deserves a more wonderful relationship than you. After all the pain and heartache you have been through since high school (and even in high school), for you to have found Mike and have your boys, you deserve only the best and that is what you have. It gives others hope that there is someone out there for us, too (well, except me ‘cuz I am not looking). When we were in high school, never did we realize our lives would be where they are today…especially those people who knew us and knew what we were like. Oh, and I miss going into Wal-Mart and not running into you, like I have on several occasions. I am glad that you have Mike and Zay and KK. You definitely deserve it!!

  5. Awww, Margie! This post just filled my heart with so much warmth. I smiling knowing that this man loves you so. You are very lucky to have each other and such a good relationship!

    I love the photo, too!

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